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Nurin Jazlin Jazimin

Bismillahirahmanirahim..it was a shocking news that the girl inside the gym bag was 99.9% confirmed by DNA test was 8 years old poor little girl, Nurin Jazlin Jazimin..May Allah bless your soul & rest in peace..but it was not the first to happen here in our beloved Malaysia where 10-15 years ago murder cases were really hard to be heard..but nowdays its happen every day..this sexual brutallity had happen to the 9 years old Siti Syazwani, 10 years old Nurul Huda, 10 years old Haserawati, 2 years old Siti Nurliyana!!6 years old Nur Shuhada..and many more cases which beyond my knowledge..thats doesn't count the number of sexual brutality on big girls..big girl don't cry huh!!??but when this brutality happen everyone of us should cry..either you are men or girls..doesn't matter..

The question now is why all this madness happen..does it because of less protection from parents..or police..or whoever??or does it because of the increament number of sex maniac??or does it because lack of sex education?or does it because of over educate to sex??what is sex education all about??does it because people now aren't God fearing??but if they are..then why??huh!!really difficult to put the blame on who or on what rite??

That's why its kind of weird thing when Allah and His prophet Muhammad s.a.w had offered us a total solution for us to undergo our life..Furqan & Hadith..but still we search for the solutions created by stupid yet so weak creature called human being..everythings are there already..just wait for us to realize it..Allah had created every single thing & he knows what is the best for His creation..

As long as our laws & rules aren't based on Kitabullah..till then you have to live with fear inside a 50years indipendent country..otherwise..take your time think about what is going to happen to Malaysia 10 years down the road..20 years down the road..30 years down the road..100 years down the road??while our youth are being ecstacy by concerts, uncivilised movies, musics, rempit etc..while our leaders busy counting on the money from selling our beloved country..while the rich get richer & the poor get poorer..who will take the lead when old folks down to the 6 feet under??Mat Rempit??I'm pretty sure that we all love this country..

Allahuakbar!Allahuakbar!Allahuakbar!

Together we stand and hoping that Allah will grant His bless on us, our family, our country and on all our Muslim brothers & sisters!

Klebang @ 0200

huh..its already 0208 now and im still in klebang..again..after spending 5 days leave from last saturday...but most of the time i spent to settle down the new menara mutiara..it was a tiring holiday i guess...hehehehe..but now im thinking about Tembungo B Multiphase Pump which going to be re-commissioned somewhere around end of May..probably ill celebrate my birthday on the steel island..uhuk uhuk uhuk...im thinking about the delivery for Shell Sabah..which both sub-supplier and forwarder create a real hanky panky things ever amde by human being history...and now..im in Klebang to backup Azam as our project manager is away for paternity..

CDU Overhead Water Wash @ Unit 21 of PETRONAS Penapisan Melaka..a great environment where the smell of ammonia mix with several other gases..plus the hot sour crude..plus the heat from the sun..plus the possiblity to have H2S around..makes me really healthy..i mean REALLY2 HEALTHY!!!

opsssss..its already 0218..think it time for a sweet dream while waiting for tomorrow battle field @ Unit 21...hahahaha..ok project team..have a nice rest cause there are still a long journey for us to end...

adiosssss!!!

Hoooorey!!!

yesterday was another boring day for me in KL..nobody home..papa always go out..only left at home..me..myself...I..cica and kakak...all of us just spend time inside our room..me..keep on rading..keep on surfing..arrrgghhh...so bored...want to ask azam to take me to the gym..but we lost the guest coupon..arrrghhhhh!!got to make myself busy..i went out to the shop..bought some detergent..then head up to City Garden..i clean up entire appartment..fuh!!some sought of excercise i guess..after that..i went to the appartment gym..then play around with all new refurbish gym..all stuffs are new there..work out till all my body feels like to blown out...then went for swimming..only a small size swimming pool..i guess i spent less that 10 strokes per lap..then i swam for about one hour non stop..waaaa...blh percaya ke..no la..just kidding..not to say non stop lol..but continuously..

then papa call me for dinner..then six of us..me..myself..I..papa and Cica went to Kadir Tomyam..me ordered nasik goreng kg with daging merah..papa ordered nasik goreng seafood with telur dadar..and cica meehoon tomyam...all ordered mango juice!then papa still hungry which forced us to go Restoran Tawakkal..mamak restaurant in Ampang..ofcoz papa need his curry..what else he need other than curry??hehehehe...then me and cica ordered roti bakar...but cica eat most!!lapo ke makcik??tadi mkn tomyam tak abess...

cica as usual always with her note..hik hik hik...keep on remembering every single word on the note..boleh masuk ke kak??nak study kat umah la..but it's OK..then you can see the efford..she has to score this semester to cover up last semester result..but we all a believer..a believer to your capability...you can do it girl!!all you have to do is..just listen a little bit the the advice given by your Kak Yaya..by your Mama..by your Papa..and foremost is by your Bro...i'm ur brother what..hihihihi...don't push yourself to remember cause u might forget it..but calmly put yourself in a position where u understand the situation..then how sharp the conner will be..you will simply take your best conner baring to overcome it..if you want the answer..be the question...what??me either don't understand what does it mean..hak hak hak..but most important thing is to stay healthy!no demam2..because your demam viruses are too strong till all of us caught by yours also..none of us survive from your virus ok...so please...take a good care of your health..

then early morning today..went out for jogging..spent out just one big round of Taman TAR..then do some bench press..the sit up..then work out with my dumb bell...what a boring!!but feel nice upon this healthy lifestyle...hehehehe..perrrghhhh!!!konon la...

need to take my bath..then going to LCCT to fetch all the makciks..come back from Bandung with many begs full of i don't know what is inside...even my kak long need to buy a new beg over there..shopoholic betui la makcik2 nihs!!aku pon tak paham..but thats women i guess..typical for women..men will never understand..huhuhuhu..pity me because my wife is also a typical women...waaaaaa...kopak la aku!!!kekekekekeke...

till then...ciao and Assalamualaikum..peace be upon you brother and sister!

What a boring..

hemmmm..never been so boring for so long time in my life i guess..it's ten pass three a.m already and i'm still struggling to close my eyes to sleep..don't know why..after meeting Harris..a nice chap from Petronas @ NZ Curry House..then continue chit chat with Saha..then bought nasik goreng daging merah for Cica back home..then i watch Smallville for the whole season five..what a marathon..then i surfing around my friends' friendster..read Jerol's blog..still i can't close my eyes..ooo..please Allah..i want to fall asleep..i want to have a rest..tomorrow morning i plan to jog..owh!i think i know why..i think i miss my wife..uhuk uhuk uhuk..i miss my baby too..hish!nih tension nihs...when are you going to give up all your shopping habits dear??kak long already influence by them..isk isk isk...what a pity!shopoholic kind of thing...

but please..take a good care of you dear..and of coz the baby also..alhamdulillah..thanks Allah for giving me this feeling..at least i can feel Your love by giving me such a nice and good wife..by the name of Allah..love+miss you so much Alia!!

Syoknyer Balik Kampung!!

waaaarrggghhhhh!!!feels like thousand tonnes of burden release from my shoulder..no other place as best as my hometown...no other best sight as the seashore of terengganu..no other best view as looking at my parent..uhuk uhuk uhuk..miss both of you so much mok+baba..even though my dad as ususal seems like can't keep his mouth shut..there always something he want to talk..he want to comment..hehehehe..but what can we all do..it his behaviour..my mum as usual always sleep..and need someone to give her a massage..hehehehe...

but need to go back to KL tonite @ 10...huhuhuhu..there are already plenty of problems waiting for me to be solve..problems between Bornemann and Petronas..problem with the training that i'm going to in charge next month..problem with the commissioning of the pump probably next year...arrrghhhhh!!to many problems if i try to list out..no matter what the problem is..Allah willing..i'll settle it no matter what...work without a challenge is boring!!

next week my wife going to bandung together with her family...heeemmm....then feels like im going back again to terengganu..waaaa...syok nyer balik kampong!!hehehehe..now the weather in terengganu is very nice..it about monsoon season now...the weather is rainy and windy..it sooooo nice..i like this kind of weather..it makes me hungry!!!hahahah...then back again during raya haji...waaaa....syok nye!!!

Kehidupan Seimbang..can we?

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim..In the name or Allah, Most Gracious and Most Merciful..

i've been thinking about a balance life between the live that i've been living now and my life here after..keep on thinking on how to balance it while my prophet Muhammad pbuh said that life on this world is just a drop of sea water compared to the after life..then how come i can say that i want a balance life in just a drop of seawater??even though i can claim that i can put them in balance..it just balance for that little tiny one drop of seawater..what about the rest of seawater??errrmmm...sighss!!so hard to get the answer..

how am i going to balance both of them???!i can play games for hours but when it comes to solat 5 minutes feels like hours..i am willing to travel hundred miles just to watch football game or wateve but i can't go to the Masjid for every solat which is only a few steps away..i can spend time hours for newspaper/novel but i hardly recite a single page of Quran..i am willing to spend money to buy megazine but just hardly spend the money for ilmiah book for my goodsoul..i will never balance it for sure..

last nite i got a friend that can give some ideas and we discussed about this through YM..Zedang..the conclusion was we will never get a balance life unless if wateve we do in this life is nothing else except for Allah almighty..we work because of Him..we eat because of Him..we pee because of Him..we shit because of Him.. we sleep because of Him..every single thing that we do we must do it because of Him..i don't have to mention about other ibadah rite..if we do things because of Allah..automatically it will become one of the ibadah and we shall be rewarded insyaAllah..

I'll be missing you...

Today is the 1st Syawal in Malaysia..other places already celebrate it yesterday..don't know what happen to Malaysian moon..always not around when others appeared..kekekeke..shy I think she is..or maybe our Falak just look at the calendar to decide the date..I guess so..

I'm about to write this blog Diana_Saib..but planned to write it on the 1st of Syawal in Malaysia..not Indonesia..hehehehe...that why it's been delayed for 1 day..

i'm not sure what is the feeling inside my heart..from last nite I feel like there is something that makes me feel sad..1st thing maybe this is the 1st time I celebrate Eidul Fitri in KL without my family..I mean without my lovely parent...uhuk uhuk uhuk..serious..I want to cry!!!waaaaaaa.....I'm about to cry, not cry yet!

After Maghrib prayer at Masjid Taman TAR, when Imam Sabery recite the Takbir..Allahuakbar Allahuakbar Allahuakbar Allahuakbar..then I know what am I missing most..I'm missing my Ramadhan..I really really miss her..I cried slowly afraid that others might know that I'm crying..uhuk uhuk uhuk..what da!!why do i have to admit that I cried here??!!!it's OK..at least I feel a bit comfortable when I write it down..

eh!do you know that during Ramadhan..i think on 29th of Ramadhan in Mekah..it's been raining heavily there..and luckily my mother-in-law was there that time to tell us what was really happen there before the rain..Masjidil Haram was shaked like there was an earthquake..but the weird thing is..it just happen inside Masjidil Haram..outside people didn't even know about it..all Jamaah were panic...most of them cried including my mama..the sound was just like millions of horses passing by..then it's raining heavily after that..the same thing happen to my sister when she performed Haj few years ago..then I called her asking about this..

she told me that..this phenomena was mentioned in one very old book wrote by Tokku Pulau Manis..one of a very very religous person on the past..what do we called him...Wali Allah..he wrote this book based on Imam Ghazali's school of taught..this happen because there were millions (i just put the figure which to show it just too many to be mentioned) of angels passing by that time..this is the sign of what we call Haji Akhbar if it is happen during Haj..and based on my sister..she told me that is supposed to be Haj Akhbar during that time but Saudi Goverment change the date due to some matters that I'm not so sure..same thing happen during this Ramdhan..after the quake then it start to rain heavily..but this time it was a sign of Lailatul Qadar..

I was sad and feel sorry for myself as I didn't perform solat terawikh that day due to headache..if i could makes myself stronger that time..uhuk uhuk uhuk..till now I'm still thinking about it..what a huge waste for myself..what to do..it was my own mistake..

Life goes on..hopefully Allah will grant me a long life which I could meet with Ramadhan again next year..

As for now..i would like to wish all my families..my friends..all muslims in the world that..Happy Eidul Fitri..Maaf Zahir & Batin..

Young and dangerous...

met Satria at KLCC 2 days ago..just to download some sweet yet crazee memories while studying..hahahaha..can't imagine how Julia & Potet act in Nice Guy Finish Last clip..hehehehe..i laugh till i drop my tears watching them in the clip..me as a cameraman that time and the location was at our rent house in Kg Abu Bakar Baginda..miss those sweet & crazee times bros!but julia..now you are a man..got married with Lydia..his sweetheart since Uni time..thought u got other in Johor..kah kah kah..Ops!you got married already what..then you have to watch the clip with your wife cum your ex-girlfren..

together with..i got the VCD karaoke that most of my housemates in..this one really makes me me laugh like hell..kah kah kah..huhuhuhuhu...hahahahaha..watching Potet, Sailam, Hadi Kambing, Satria, Julia, Azam Gemok & some chicks inside the karaoke clip..Rock Cintan!!just speechless..all i know is just laughing...you want a copy guys???

i know you all been cheated by sweet tounge of Joe...hehehehe..its OK then..at least you all can act with Warner Music wat..glemer tu!

Alhamdulillah...

Alhamdulillah..thanks to Allah..today is 18th day of Ramadhan..and i'm still holding my breath for sure..then gratefull servant should i be for the Most Gracious..Alhamdulillah..yesterday was the day that our Prophet Muhammad been grant by Allah with Holy Qoran...that time our beloved Prophet was 41 year old...this Allah's words changed the mankind forever..

we going to enter the last ten days of Ramadhan..the climax of the month where Allah had promised us a Lailatul Qadar..a nite that worth for 1000 months..but the question now..do we worth for this special nite?

a story about this special nite..Allah will send down millions (some of them mentioned it all angels) of angels to earth lead by Jibrail to witness Muslims sweating for ibadah..Jibrail will note down all our doa specially when we pray for our iman..for our taqwa..from sunset untill sunrise..then when the sun rise Jibrail will call for the angles to return..but they just refused to return..they refused to return as they want to know what Allah give to His servant that perform ibadah that nite..then Allah say.."I grant them with forgiveness for all their sins"..

we all should be sad now..as Ramadhan is about to leave..then Satans will be released about 12 days from now..till then we have to evaluate our ibadah in Ramadhan..do we do our best to perform ibadah?do we spend most of our precious time to Zikir on Him?do we khatam our Holy Quran?do we??do we??Allah know..may Allah accept all our good deeds no matter how small it is..and may Allah forgive our sins no matter how big it is..Amin..

hey!do you remember that i mentioned about the 7 years old kid?it just a mistake that i judge him too early..he just like others now...come to musolla to meet friend and play around..make noises..just like ordinary kid...hehehehe..by the way..doesn't matter..he just a kid what..his father will be responsibled...

doesn't matter wether it's a kid or adult..me myself for the past three days..i'd been struggled to finish terawikh..don't know why..just feel so hard..so heavy..so lazy yet i completed all..alhamdulillah..maybe Muhammad lead the terawikh and recited in a very slow motion..as for them..al-hafiz..when it comes to Juz 12 and above..is like climbing a hill..last nite things back to normal..Nabil also lately do many mistakes..he seems like he lost his focus..maybe there's nobody to monitor him at home as my mother in law is in Makkah..he just a kid..a playful kid just like others..

till then..we just pray to the Most Gracious..to grant us with forgiveness..to bless us with Lailatul Qadar..Amin Ya Rabbil Aalamin..

Ramadhan Al-Mubarak Cont...

sorry friends and viewers!

i did mentioned about the tazkirah by Ustaz Mumtaha was about Sunnah and Makruh. but i only explained on the Sunnah. forgot to explain on Makruh thing.

Makruh, things that when we get awarded by Almighty for leaving it but if we do, it just doesn't matter...nothings wrong. but bare in mind that Allah hate the Makruh things. although the hatress is not as bad as if we do sins..but still He hate it..thats why He awarded us to encourage His servants to leave the Makruh..

then last nite, just a few (men's side) show up for tarawikh..maybe the rest can't stand a long & windy tarawikh there..perhaps..i don't know..as usual two little imams took the lead and both of them perform very well..they commit less than 10 mistakes for each of them..im not a Hafiz to judge..im Habis..he he he..someday maybe i become one..hopefully..

but there was intresting event happen..intresting for me i guess..just beside me there was a small kid..7 years old..same class with Didi (youngest sister-in-law)..he just stand there firmly and finished all tarawikh plus 3 witir all the way..in between the terawikh he just recite Al-Quran..sometimes he perform azan quitely..he just not like others..others just make some noises and playing outside musolla..

then after terawikh..we had a supper consist of bubur kacang, kuih seri muka, curry puff (karipap la!), fish cracker (kheppok a gong!), rootab and tea O..then i ask one of the guy sitting beside me is he the father of the kid..then he said NO..i asked the kid then which one is his father..then he told me that his father just send him and go back home..then around 2300 his father will fetch him up..isk isk isk..a father should be the best role model for their kid i guess..but in this case..father should take his son as his..

there was only a few crowd for men side as i mentioned before..do you know dr.lo' lo'? one of the big gun in PAS women organization..she quoted..what happen to all men nowdays..there's only a few show up for terawikh..there's a few in our university..there's a lot in Serenti..there's a lot in jail..then where the hell all the single ladies here gonna get a good man?hehehehe..poor Malaysian ladies..luckily i have one!

p/s:during ramadhan..kurangkan juadah..banyakkan ibadah..